BYE 2013.
its kind of late i know but happy new year guuuys. hope that you will be much more happier this year and everything that you wanna do will be succeeded smoothly and successfully with much love xx. this might be a long post cause i have lots to say since my mind is going wild (not really) my grammar isnt very good today. oh the perfectionist is taking a day off from being perfect since i am tired. for once or even forever. forgive me. btw my english slacked although i have been lots of wattpad. I JUST GOT MY COUSIN ADDICTED INTO IT. YEAP.
firstly, lemme tell me how i am now. okay starting from the enviroment. my room. its a mess but much more neater than before. i decided to pack my room right on the day i came back home. did i tell you that cleaning your room is just like cleaning a palace? i was only packing my rubbish and it was already kind of killing me. imagine cleaning the whole freaking room. it took me an hour and lemme add, i cleaned the room before bathing. i was pissed actually. my hair was just oily and ugh, my body was just dirty and sticky. by the time i was done it was already 1 in the morning but sorry, i didnt care and still i washed my hair. then goes me. i am okay i guess. getting nagged by mom on this and that. getting reminded by my dad that i have to study. i am wearing what i call a pyjamas which is some white t-shirt with a panda on it and then a green pants, typing away. my laptop has been a jerk and just lags on me whenever i get on my chrome. i just went to youtube and played some song BUT IT DECIDED TO FUCKING LAG (oops a bad word. i find it normal somehow. i have not been swearing. i have been such a good girl) see this is why i need a new lappy. lucky enough i have songs in my laptop or i would suffer from quiet disease (DOES THIS SICKNESS EVEN EXIST)
now my hols and a little rant. okay so i am back from ipoh for quite a long time like, what. heh. the trip was nice. after all going to penang was just ugh, idk how to explain this. we stayed in the hotel that i stayed at last year. wait. LAST LAST YEAR. someone please tell me why did 2013 went by so fast. i am still not aware that its 2014 although its like the second day already. so, the hotel was still the same as last time but there were cockroaches and lemme tell you, my mom and my cousin's expression seeing it was priceless. i laughed it till i cried. i actually did not know if i was right on my mind, i actually took a photo of the cockroach cause i found it cute. ipoh is eating heaven so obviously, I ATE A LOT. and you know what? I AM NOW OFFICIALLY 39 KG. what is frustrating was on the 31 december 2013 on 4pm i was still 38.3 KG which was already making me boil. after eating steamboat buffet in sunway, which was 8pm i think I WAS OFFICIALLY 39.1 KG. like what even. THIS DOESNT EVEN MAKE SENSE. how am i even that heavy oh god i decided i'ma go on diet. school is already coming and i should skip lunch but i know, my mom will slaughter my head off if she finds out. fml. i dont even know if i can run now ughhhh.
okay a wrap up for this year (this is probs short lol i have nothing much for this year) it kind of have been the worst of all my years. so many teenage problems to deal with. school is retarded. its like some circus full of clowns. in front of you they smile and say they like you, and at the back, they just stab you and say they hate you. i am just so tired of seeing all these things. it makes you fear and insecure and soon enough you wont trust. thanks to a guy and a girl, this is how i am now. learning my lessons to never trust anyone even your parents. they say they would a keep a secret but they just spill it to someone else at the back of you. she keeps asking me if i hate her. i dont but i find myself uncomfortable when i talk to her but i am suppose to be thankful to her. to think of it i am actually suppose to buy a gift for her for teaching me this. what is love? i dont know what it really is but that person wouldn't leave you because of fame. okay, how about putting it this way. maybe he likes someone else already which is fine but telling people the reason we "broke up" because i like someone else? bitch you got it all wrong but thank you for letting me know how a jerk and how idiotic you are. honestly, no words can even describe you. boys. lol they can be so so stuck-up. fuck you. *flashbacking to the whole "two girls snatching for a boy" thing* i am kind of laughing at this now. was it even worth it? its just a boooooy. oh mind you, it wasnt me snatching for that boy okay. i should've sat aside and eat popcorns while watching this show. also in this year, i got to know a few good friends like Kai Kai, Milan and etc. they were there for me when i needed them. thanks heh. honestly i have changed a lot last year. people also came into my life and planted me lessons in my heart but also, changed me. so this is it for my box for 2013. i'ma seal it with a kiss then keep it in my heart forever. now i have to open a new box for 2014. i am ready for this roller coaster ride :)
for those who have been checking on my blog, thank you too. it might be only a few of you but i am very happy. in case if you didn't know, i am very happy that you made it to this year. wait, why am i saying like you are dying. anyways, wish you all the best this year and remember you are loved xx
PS: the photo kind of does not relate to this post but i like the quote.
BYE 2013.
its kind of late i know but happy new year guuuys. hope that you will be much more happier this year and everything that you wanna do will be succeeded smoothly and successfully with much love xx. this might be a long post cause i have lots to say since my mind is going wild (not really) my grammar isnt very good today. oh the perfectionist is taking a day off from being perfect since i am tired. for once or even forever. forgive me. btw my english slacked although i have been lots of wattpad. I JUST GOT MY COUSIN ADDICTED INTO IT. YEAP.
firstly, lemme tell me how i am now. okay starting from the enviroment. my room. its a mess but much more neater than before. i decided to pack my room right on the day i came back home. did i tell you that cleaning your room is just like cleaning a palace? i was only packing my rubbish and it was already kind of killing me. imagine cleaning the whole freaking room. it took me an hour and lemme add, i cleaned the room before bathing. i was pissed actually. my hair was just oily and ugh, my body was just dirty and sticky. by the time i was done it was already 1 in the morning but sorry, i didnt care and still i washed my hair. then goes me. i am okay i guess. getting nagged by mom on this and that. getting reminded by my dad that i have to study. i am wearing what i call a pyjamas which is some white t-shirt with a panda on it and then a green pants, typing away. my laptop has been a jerk and just lags on me whenever i get on my chrome. i just went to youtube and played some song BUT IT DECIDED TO FUCKING LAG (oops a bad word. i find it normal somehow. i have not been swearing. i have been such a good girl) see this is why i need a new lappy. lucky enough i have songs in my laptop or i would suffer from quiet disease (DOES THIS SICKNESS EVEN EXIST)
now my hols and a little rant. okay so i am back from ipoh for quite a long time like, what. heh. the trip was nice. after all going to penang was just ugh, idk how to explain this. we stayed in the hotel that i stayed at last year. wait. LAST LAST YEAR. someone please tell me why did 2013 went by so fast. i am still not aware that its 2014 although its like the second day already. so, the hotel was still the same as last time but there were cockroaches and lemme tell you, my mom and my cousin's expression seeing it was priceless. i laughed it till i cried. i actually did not know if i was right on my mind, i actually took a photo of the cockroach cause i found it cute. ipoh is eating heaven so obviously, I ATE A LOT. and you know what? I AM NOW OFFICIALLY 39 KG. what is frustrating was on the 31 december 2013 on 4pm i was still 38.3 KG which was already making me boil. after eating steamboat buffet in sunway, which was 8pm i think I WAS OFFICIALLY 39.1 KG. like what even. THIS DOESNT EVEN MAKE SENSE. how am i even that heavy oh god i decided i'ma go on diet. school is already coming and i should skip lunch but i know, my mom will slaughter my head off if she finds out. fml. i dont even know if i can run now ughhhh.
okay a wrap up for this year (this is probs short lol i have nothing much for this year) it kind of have been the worst of all my years. so many teenage problems to deal with. school is retarded. its like some circus full of clowns. in front of you they smile and say they like you, and at the back, they just stab you and say they hate you. i am just so tired of seeing all these things. it makes you fear and insecure and soon enough you wont trust. thanks to a guy and a girl, this is how i am now. learning my lessons to never trust anyone even your parents. they say they would a keep a secret but they just spill it to someone else at the back of you. she keeps asking me if i hate her. i dont but i find myself uncomfortable when i talk to her but i am suppose to be thankful to her. to think of it i am actually suppose to buy a gift for her for teaching me this. what is love? i dont know what it really is but that person wouldn't leave you because of fame. okay, how about putting it this way. maybe he likes someone else already which is fine but telling people the reason we "broke up" because i like someone else? bitch you got it all wrong but thank you for letting me know how a jerk and how idiotic you are. honestly, no words can even describe you. boys. lol they can be so so stuck-up. fuck you. *flashbacking to the whole "two girls snatching for a boy" thing* i am kind of laughing at this now. was it even worth it? its just a boooooy. oh mind you, it wasnt me snatching for that boy okay. i should've sat aside and eat popcorns while watching this show. also in this year, i got to know a few good friends like Kai Kai, Milan and etc. they were there for me when i needed them. thanks heh. honestly i have changed a lot last year. people also came into my life and planted me lessons in my heart but also, changed me. so this is it for my box for 2013. i'ma seal it with a kiss then keep it in my heart forever. now i have to open a new box for 2014. i am ready for this roller coaster ride :)
for those who have been checking on my blog, thank you too. it might be only a few of you but i am very happy. in case if you didn't know, i am very happy that you made it to this year. wait, why am i saying like you are dying. anyways, wish you all the best this year and remember you are loved xx
PS: the photo kind of does not relate to this post but i like the quote.
