skewl.
So I am back to live like finally. I just felt really, really bored and like, I have literally nothing better to do other than talking to you guys :)) erm no replace talking with type. Well its just about 3 weeks? Of school and frog (I am trying hard enough not to swear. Bear with it) oh and btw before everything starts, I'ma say everything bout school which includes ranting and bla bla bla.
Okay so on the night before the first day of school, I couldn't sleep and so I decided to read on wattpad on a 5AM. Then, on 5:45 I was just so excited to prepare myself and be ready for school. Then on the van itself I talked to auntie obviously and bla bla bla it goes on. There were two new students in our van. Well, I actually couldn't see them cause it was dark and like, I wasn't very much interested.
We reached school and obviously, I ran into school and talked to most of my friends hehehe. On the day itself when the bell rang, we had to assemble at the international block and I felt really excited. To be studying there is just, wow. But its not at all fun when the stairs are all so steep and oh god, 3 floors isn't very easy. So back to the topic. I lined up and sat down and the moment I did, I saw him and let's not say that he was in front cause I wish he was. HE WAS BASICALLY SITTING RIGHT BESIDE ME AND I WAS LIKE, DIDNT YOU CHANGED SCHOOL? all I could do was stare and make sure I wasn't dreaming but I got over it and talked to my classmate and apparently based on Ri, she said that he was staring at me the whole time while I turned away. Wow, how nice it is to know.
My class. I am in WS and yay at least I am with the einsteins last year. So, our class teacher is our geo teacher and basically, she is not that of a bad teacher ahahaha but her anger is very easily built up. Well, we didn't have to do any intros as we all know each other already and yeah we are im the same class with some of the newtons and it was quite awkward at the start but well I got over it hahaha. The whole class was so noisy on the first day and started talking bout bla bla bla and im like looking at them, feeling happy. and, just a few days ago, our head said that our class is like a market ._.
on break after eating we went straight to our land which is the library. It is the only place where aircons exist other than the class. I saw this hot guy and was like, hey he looks like Kai Kai but I didn't really say much. All I could do was just look at him. And then I came to know that, he is the one sitting on my van. When I went to the van I was like, what?! Am I blind or what? Omg omg holy. He is a bit elegant though. and like, girls in school practically drool over him and call him hot and lol yeah. His brother is plain cute hahahahaa okay. So as example: i was being kind opening the door for them to get down cause i sit on the front seat. So, he also wanted to open the door and like, his hand was on my hand. He quickly took his hands away and was like, shy. When I said bye to him he was like smiling and saying bye. Im like, well that was awkward.
so now I am studying the chapter call square root and whatever. Honestly, I hate this chapter. Its just so annoying and basically I know nothing from it. All I do is try to study but my mind wonders to somewhere else because it hates this topic. And the teacher is expecting us to be what, superhumans? She just gave us questions and expected us to understand without giving any notes but just ONE example and exercises. Like what? Okay maybe she thinks that we get things fast but not for me in maths ._. I don't even know how that topic even existed. All i know is that its interesting and i keep getting wrong answers and apparently i give up studying that.
well just idk-how-long ago, I fell into the trap again. Someone said something to me and yeah, the whole thing was a lie and a joke and im a fool. I hate liars but I think its suppose to be fated cause I lie a lot and I am surrounded by liars. I had trust problems after it happened, and just as I thought of trusting him, everything was a trap and I got hurt. At first I did not believed but then I let my guards down and decided to. And yay I am the stupid one here cause instincts are always right. I think he told this to his friends bout this and I was like, I hate you. I run away from you when I see you. Yet my friend claims to say that you stared at me quite a number of times. Sometimes I wonder, would it be better if I just hide myself at home and not go out to the world? This world is scary. There is just NO ONE that I trust. Don't ever say that I never tried because I did and see what happened now?
see this is why I do not like school anymore. Its fake and I can't stand it at all. You won't know who is coming to silently stab you at the back. no one is true to you. You just get all insecure and try protecting yourself. I hate it. its like if you let your guard down for even 1 second, the arrow can reach you already. I wish it was like the typical wattpad story and like, someone will fix my problems and I get in love with him and we be together forever but of course, that's fiction. You won't get that in this world now when its already like an earth wrapped with plastic bags.
skewl.
So I am back to live like finally. I just felt really, really bored and like, I have literally nothing better to do other than talking to you guys :)) erm no replace talking with type. Well its just about 3 weeks? Of school and frog (I am trying hard enough not to swear. Bear with it) oh and btw before everything starts, I'ma say everything bout school which includes ranting and bla bla bla.
Okay so on the night before the first day of school, I couldn't sleep and so I decided to read on wattpad on a 5AM. Then, on 5:45 I was just so excited to prepare myself and be ready for school. Then on the van itself I talked to auntie obviously and bla bla bla it goes on. There were two new students in our van. Well, I actually couldn't see them cause it was dark and like, I wasn't very much interested.
We reached school and obviously, I ran into school and talked to most of my friends hehehe. On the day itself when the bell rang, we had to assemble at the international block and I felt really excited. To be studying there is just, wow. But its not at all fun when the stairs are all so steep and oh god, 3 floors isn't very easy. So back to the topic. I lined up and sat down and the moment I did, I saw him and let's not say that he was in front cause I wish he was. HE WAS BASICALLY SITTING RIGHT BESIDE ME AND I WAS LIKE, DIDNT YOU CHANGED SCHOOL? all I could do was stare and make sure I wasn't dreaming but I got over it and talked to my classmate and apparently based on Ri, she said that he was staring at me the whole time while I turned away. Wow, how nice it is to know.
My class. I am in WS and yay at least I am with the einsteins last year. So, our class teacher is our geo teacher and basically, she is not that of a bad teacher ahahaha but her anger is very easily built up. Well, we didn't have to do any intros as we all know each other already and yeah we are im the same class with some of the newtons and it was quite awkward at the start but well I got over it hahaha. The whole class was so noisy on the first day and started talking bout bla bla bla and im like looking at them, feeling happy. and, just a few days ago, our head said that our class is like a market ._.
on break after eating we went straight to our land which is the library. It is the only place where aircons exist other than the class. I saw this hot guy and was like, hey he looks like Kai Kai but I didn't really say much. All I could do was just look at him. And then I came to know that, he is the one sitting on my van. When I went to the van I was like, what?! Am I blind or what? Omg omg holy. He is a bit elegant though. and like, girls in school practically drool over him and call him hot and lol yeah. His brother is plain cute hahahahaa okay. So as example: i was being kind opening the door for them to get down cause i sit on the front seat. So, he also wanted to open the door and like, his hand was on my hand. He quickly took his hands away and was like, shy. When I said bye to him he was like smiling and saying bye. Im like, well that was awkward.
so now I am studying the chapter call square root and whatever. Honestly, I hate this chapter. Its just so annoying and basically I know nothing from it. All I do is try to study but my mind wonders to somewhere else because it hates this topic. And the teacher is expecting us to be what, superhumans? She just gave us questions and expected us to understand without giving any notes but just ONE example and exercises. Like what? Okay maybe she thinks that we get things fast but not for me in maths ._. I don't even know how that topic even existed. All i know is that its interesting and i keep getting wrong answers and apparently i give up studying that.
well just idk-how-long ago, I fell into the trap again. Someone said something to me and yeah, the whole thing was a lie and a joke and im a fool. I hate liars but I think its suppose to be fated cause I lie a lot and I am surrounded by liars. I had trust problems after it happened, and just as I thought of trusting him, everything was a trap and I got hurt. At first I did not believed but then I let my guards down and decided to. And yay I am the stupid one here cause instincts are always right. I think he told this to his friends bout this and I was like, I hate you. I run away from you when I see you. Yet my friend claims to say that you stared at me quite a number of times. Sometimes I wonder, would it be better if I just hide myself at home and not go out to the world? This world is scary. There is just NO ONE that I trust. Don't ever say that I never tried because I did and see what happened now?
see this is why I do not like school anymore. Its fake and I can't stand it at all. You won't know who is coming to silently stab you at the back. no one is true to you. You just get all insecure and try protecting yourself. I hate it. its like if you let your guard down for even 1 second, the arrow can reach you already. I wish it was like the typical wattpad story and like, someone will fix my problems and I get in love with him and we be together forever but of course, that's fiction. You won't get that in this world now when its already like an earth wrapped with plastic bags.
