IF THESE SHEETS WERE STAAAAAATES
i am currently listening to songs and being a loner. i dont have my phone now and i am not gonna speak nonsense i promise ^_^ no i think i am probably am gonna speak nonsense already. i am still fine here not dead yet :p hehehehhe.
someone asked me once, what's love?
honestly, i dont know. what can i say about it when i do not even have one? okay i HAD one but it wasn't what i thought love is. love. it can be really scary but at the same time it's wonderful. it can bring you to hell but at the same let you feel what it's like being in heaven. it's a feeling that cannot be understood. whether it's parents' love, friends' love or whatever, you just feel like you have the sudden urge to care for that certain person. you will miss and feel sad when they're not around you. when they betray you, your heart feels pain without anything touching it. there are a lot more about it but i can't be listing everything down because my mind is blank. heck, i dont even know how to keep a relationship stable myself because i'm just that stupid. i always fight with my friends, mom and i do not know how fucked up am i now. i guess, it's toleration? like what John Lenon said, you've gotta love their perfection and imperfection. it's really hard work though like, you just don't agree with what they do or say and just wanna fight back and all but let me ask you, do you want your girl/boyfriend or whoever going to bed sad? no right? just that one thought can save your breath and not fight. well they say that fighting can improve your relationship but what happens when you fight everyday do you think it is gonna help? i'm sorry its not. from what i've seen and all, one can't be self-centered and want things your way. you have to be really careful i guess. she/he might be the type that's really insecure and gets jealous easily so you have to be really understanding and always know your distance with others. yes, we girls do love surprises but don't you think that trust is more important in an relationship? money don't work in any relationships. yes, buying us things makes us happy but won't we be happier if you made it by yourself? all i wanna say is, to make love stable is not up to fate, it's all up to yourself.
i guess, i'm done with talking nonsense today. i hope you have a great day ahead. byeeeee.
IF THESE SHEETS WERE STAAAAAATES
i am currently listening to songs and being a loner. i dont have my phone now and i am not gonna speak nonsense i promise ^_^ no i think i am probably am gonna speak nonsense already. i am still fine here not dead yet :p hehehehhe.
someone asked me once, what's love?
honestly, i dont know. what can i say about it when i do not even have one? okay i HAD one but it wasn't what i thought love is. love. it can be really scary but at the same time it's wonderful. it can bring you to hell but at the same let you feel what it's like being in heaven. it's a feeling that cannot be understood. whether it's parents' love, friends' love or whatever, you just feel like you have the sudden urge to care for that certain person. you will miss and feel sad when they're not around you. when they betray you, your heart feels pain without anything touching it. there are a lot more about it but i can't be listing everything down because my mind is blank. heck, i dont even know how to keep a relationship stable myself because i'm just that stupid. i always fight with my friends, mom and i do not know how fucked up am i now. i guess, it's toleration? like what John Lenon said, you've gotta love their perfection and imperfection. it's really hard work though like, you just don't agree with what they do or say and just wanna fight back and all but let me ask you, do you want your girl/boyfriend or whoever going to bed sad? no right? just that one thought can save your breath and not fight. well they say that fighting can improve your relationship but what happens when you fight everyday do you think it is gonna help? i'm sorry its not. from what i've seen and all, one can't be self-centered and want things your way. you have to be really careful i guess. she/he might be the type that's really insecure and gets jealous easily so you have to be really understanding and always know your distance with others. yes, we girls do love surprises but don't you think that trust is more important in an relationship? money don't work in any relationships. yes, buying us things makes us happy but won't we be happier if you made it by yourself? all i wanna say is, to make love stable is not up to fate, it's all up to yourself.
i guess, i'm done with talking nonsense today. i hope you have a great day ahead. byeeeee.
